/* Elm0 LoveS Ya */

2006-04-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

wooooww...
besok da start skola beb.
n to u guyz out there.

IM NOT USIN MY FONE TILL MY NEX BILL!!!
as soon as i start usin back wif my OWN fone,
den i'll update bout it here aitez...so dun worry.
meanwhile...i'll juz make a call frm home for those important plans aitez.
besides tat, u guyz may not receive any replies from me.
call my num for all i care...haha.
aitez, done bout tat.

2moro's the first day of my 3rd year in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
my 6th semester.
haishz...lamer agi dok...haha. u knoe..
n finally, i aint takin the bus to skool!!! woohoo!!!
weng wennnggggg_____!!!!

see u guyz at skul!!
boo boo!!

P.S. : Zul is stil a gay bastard.
fartfuckfifi_____
_____fififuckfart

2006-04-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

plus here are ur taggy replies.
sowie cuz ic got no suitable free time to be spent on replyin these tags.

so here they are.
hehe...tkpe zul, tkmo takot k. =]

to EmiliaCraven : iv changed? i tink so larh...abit2 je. ppl change rite? hehe...but im stil the same.

to Meow!!! : congratz again for makin it thru the approximately 724hrs wif him. keep on goin! =] n we'll meet soon k. find ourselves some free time larh...

to fart : the post is specially for u. njoy. haha.

to lila : aitez, iv relinked u. takin care...

to Meow!! [again] : yesh...im lookin forward to the nex session too!!

to bloghopper : tankiez. nothin else i cud say. =]

2006-04-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

current song playin - welcome to jamrock

tiz update is for zul the gay basterd!!
if not for his tag azkin me for an update, i wudnt hav update 2day or now...
...mayb later or 2moro...haha

zul is a gay bastard.
zul is a butt-pincher.
zul is a freak.
zul has the highest addiction for cute guyz...like me!!
arrghhh...haha!!

not forgetting, zul also has also shaven his armpit hair as well as his _ _ _ _ _ hair.
like iv stated above, zul is a gay bastard.
im there for him, yes.
but wen he cant let me off home, i cant take it.
wen he's a pillion on my bike, i cant take it.
he almost got thrown off my bike juz bcuz he doesnt pay attention to the traffic.
instead, he was satisfying his gayish needs from behind me. shitz.

k, mintak2 hujan brenti. nnti leh jumpe k. =].
kau gi update la!!

2006-04-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

ermz...wat shall i say.
wat need i say.
wat am i supposed to say...
...toYou?

no need to think lah Fir.
You no need to say nethin.
itz oredi there.
either itz happening or not.
__________________

but i juz cant stop falling forYou.

2006-04-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

i had almost the full mood to update my bloggie.
but suddenly, a BIG part of the mood was gone.
haishz...

n yea itz true...
...the happiest moments...
...are the ones tat make u cry.

shitz.

2006-04-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

boohoo!!
haha...!!

ouh shitz...motorku kuat makan minyak.
makan dok...makaaannn...haha!!
but i gotta adapt ritez.
i hav to werk harder.
i hav to save more money.
i gotta spend less.
i gotta control my temptations.
i gotta handle my wants.
no more spendin-w/out-tinkin.
yes yes.
need to obey all tat 'rules'.
=]

n itz been a long time since i last took a picture of myself.
haiyooohhz....
tkpe2. itz wokay.
aik...asl color2 ni.
haha...tk psl.
wei zul, send gamba larh!!

2006-04-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

yeay yeay yeay!!

tatz y they call me FyFee.
im back.
im back.
hehe...

im back after abt weekz of nt updatin? ritez? hehe...
ouh yah...lotsa changes in my life.
n tat was y i was bz n tired ebuf evry nite to nt update here for u guyz hu came here hopin to read my updates
sorry guyz.
so here goes.

i got my 2B licence oredi. yeay!!
i got my bike oredi. yeay!!
i got a job oredi. yeay!!

actualli the licence was for buyin the bike.
the work was for payin for the bike. hehe...
the bike was for me lah!! haiyoohh...

yez ah...!!
so to all my fwenz.
go get ur licence quick!! dan yang maseh sangkot2 tu...tkmo malas2 k.
da de duit je, troz gi book lagi...smpai abez sumer nyer!!
good luck arh!!!

n to the kafir guyz...aku champion card!! haha...

2006-03-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

From the moment I saw her she had to be mine.
There's just something about her so awesomely right.
She's not decked out in Prada
Or drippin' in ice.
She's got natural beauty and sensuous eyes.

hehe...

2006-03-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

wei wei wei.
ni FyFee. asal aku kol korg tk angkat??!
takot pe nk angkat??! sebab da tau da buat salah...kan??!!
buto larhhh!!
msg tk reply. beh da satu mlm pon tk tau nk reply aku balek pe...kol ke.
buto larh korang. aku da agak nyer mesti satu hari jadi ni mcm.
musibot tol...
mmg tk leh harap arh korg. yelah..aku ni sape.
aku tkde pon, korg da tk heran agi pe.
gi saner sini tanpa aku...korg tk kesah pe kan...
padahal aku tk uat pape salah sial.
korg mmg sial arh...takmo pecaye kate2 org lain arh.
dorg stakat nk rosakkan namer aku je. dorg jealous.

korg tk tau dier jealous pasal aper kan?
arh...tu lah yg aku nk blang korg. beh aku kol satu2 tk agkt siolz...
cmne aku nk share ngn korg.
korg nk takot aku uatpe...aku tk marah korg nyer lah.
korg tk salah pape...dier je yg uat fitnah.
nk tau dier jealous psl aper tak? nk tau?
kol aku lincah.
klau smpai aku da letak kt sini pon korg tk reply aku alek kan...
...aku da tk tau nk ckp aper agi.
korg mmg tk kenang kwn arh gi2.
tapi aku tau korg tk gi2.
so get back to me k guyz.
ni bende kene settle lincah.

no offence guyz. sumthin up there is meant for some ppl out there.
so if ur not the one, den dun bother bout it k...hehe.
niwaez...i hav lotsa stuffs to b done. in my life. for the future. which is much more important than blogging. hehe...tatz y i havent been updatin for quite some time.

2006-02-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

bad habits are hard to get put of.
while good ones are as easy as gettin into a bad one.
haishz...

one by one, the bad ones keep adding up.
ten by ten the good ones got lost...lost grip of so called.

n finally, i got back one of biggest source of income for now.
well at least i still get some cash per month.
rather than sit at home n earn $o.00 per hour...ritez?
so all u lazy peepz out there wif heavy butts to get up with,
plz get the cock out of ur home n find a job k...hehe.
go earn some cash...rather than nothin at all...
hmmz...

as alwayz, iv been slpin late evryday.
n it doesnt change even if now is the exam period.
haiyoh fir, gi blaja lah...internet plk dier...haishz.
i juz need sumthin to happen. sumone to kick me in my mind.
then i'll go n flip the pages...get all of it into my head.
but at the thought of juz repeatin it th enex semester...haishz...
ntahlah. no komen.
klau da pemalas tu, pemalas lah.
wargghh!! realli lost almost all the interests in studyin seh.
wat telah happen now...haiyoh...

_________________________

Me Voy Pa'l Party!! woohoo!!
n C.B.S. means ChinaBlack sux!!
Dj Jaz...duh! has no common sense at all.
he can pack his stuffs n go play the tracks he played tat nite to his mom!
haha!! he's also helpin to put in more ffort to close down CB.
leh tutop sua la korg! sumer paitao lain tmpt sua!!
haha!

friday is the last day i hav to compulsorily come to skul.
bcuz itz my laz exam paper!! yez ah!
but not till nex sem...hav to come back. argh!!

n more ppl are makin even more stupid decisions evry now n den.
haiyoh.
termasok lah tmpt2 yg hanyer membenarkan lelaki berumur 20 keatas untuk memasuki tempat tersebut. korg pon tk lamer tutop sua!
haha!!

FD3, here i come!

2006-02-23T14:20:00.000+08:00

as u ppl out there can see...
when was the laz time i updated.
n so, tiz blog is like rotting.
like i said to meow, there's alwayz tiz sumthin in me tatz stopping me from updatin evrytime i wanted to. aiyah.
but tiz time the stopper wasnt there. but stil, there's another stopper in my mind.
n itz like sayin 'no need to tell ppl wat u do lah fir...'
aiyah.

im in skul now.
my academic side of my mind is also rotting.
die.
but i hav quite a number fo stuffs to look forward too...yez ah!!

2006-02-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

to meow:
me n the rest are really sorry cuz we cudnt make it to support u 2day juz now.
n i hope u did great...regardless if u made it thru to the next round or not.
nex, hopefully ur precious lost stuffs will be returned a.s.a.p. =]

n im damn beat now. aiyah.
not really though.
2moro is TP day in the mornin.
hoping for the best. plz.

____________________________

no dear...i wont b fine if i still hear u're not.

2006-02-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

some things dun come easy in life.
some things dun come rolling in front of u.
even better...stops directly in front of u.
even much better, approaches u n asks for ur 'hand'
wah...so nice!! haha..

im all filled-up.

itz realli a bz week 4 me.
monday...watched soccer match at skool.
tuesday...hav my own training to do. hehe...u know it [hueva it is]
wednesday...presentation...SP.
thursday...support match at nyp..den RR.
friday...summarize evrythin. get into my mind.
saturday...support my besties at cineleisure. weehee___~
sunday...watch meow at a dance comp...rest.
nex week monday...the day iv been waiting for.
the first person on the 2-wheel is.....

2006-02-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

2day is the first day im usin my earpiece...
wif the in-ear headphones.
haishz....

such bad luck i hav.
ni lah dolat nyer.
kan kan kan...

my mind is all over financial stuffs.
letz get ready!!

2006-02-05T02:54:00.000+08:00

i lost my somethin special.
itz almost my life
my music provider.
my companion
my 512MB MP3 Player!!!

argh shitz!!
salah aku jgk...tk jage btol2.
tercicir kan...haishz.
nemmind.
naseb yg brand sembarang nyer.
klau brand samsung tu..fooh!!

tapi tkpe...W800i kan Walkman Phone tk btol??
so i stil hav my beloved ones. heehee!!
tapi down ah...MP3 hilang tau!!
fooh!!
nothin can replace it.
exceptYou!!

argh...kene beli baru ni gini...haha.
tu ah keje Fir...buang duit je tau...
haishz...

2006-02-01T14:06:00.000+08:00

foosh!!
monday was a superb day at sentosa.

evryone was supposed to b at habourfront at 9am.
i was there at 0853. waited till 9 den sms Yan.
he was in the train wif hafiz. kat tiong bahru ehk korg.
ah yer!! buweh...nk sedapkan hati aku nyer psl. haha...
babi btol lah...
was supposed to meet dem both at boon lay int at 8am.
but i woke up late n cudnt make it there on time.
so i took 963 myself from home straight to habourfront.
tot it wud take like at least 45 mins...
mak ai! but it juz took below 30 mins to reach there.
wahh!! best. haha.

so i waited for hafiz n yan at the food court behind the habourfront bus int.
they arrived ard 15 mins late...ok lah tu ehk. hehe...
unlike me...im alwayz on time. woohoo!!
haha...fir giler.
at tat moment. evryone else was not anywhere near habourfront. buweh!!!
zul paling buweh!! hotdog tkde!! buweh!!
haha...but it was ok lah zul. hehe...uknowiloveYou!!
haha...tkmo prasan gay eh...

den hit meow...she was stil at home.
had guessed tat she wud b super late...like zul!
gendeng. haha..
super stars are alwayz super late u know...
unlike juz normal celebrities like me...heehee!~
suggested tat she took 963 straight frm wdls int.
but she wasnt aware of a bus tat goes straight to habourfront frm there.
haiyooh...tiz cat huh...haha. so she took train instead.

while waiting n waiting, saw some fwensta peepz.
guess they recognize me too.
but most of the time, these ppl dun know me, but i know dem wen they are spotted at town or aniwhere sumone can possibly b spotted.
haha...giler.
tired of waitin, me, hafiz n yan proceeded to sentosa 1st.

k...pay concentrative attention frm here onwards.
YAN decided tat we took the yellow line.
den drop at pahlawan beach. me n hafiz agreed.
the reason is bcuz pahlawan had a platform...unlike siloso.
but siloso has beach soccer, unlike pahlawan.
anyhow, YAN had decided on pahlawan, so we followed his decision.
as we was also stupidly undecisive as YAN is. haha...
wen we got to pahlawan, saw the platform.
but den YAN suddenly decides to walk further up ahead to siloso.
as he suddenly thinks tat soccer beach beats the platform at pahlawan.
n again, me n hafiz stupidly agreed to YAN's change of directions.
ok done there den.
but actualli not done yet.
when we got to siloso..[quite a long and humid walk there i tell ya]
the beach soccer wasnt there!! arghh shitz.
we alwayz make the wrong decision.
or mayb YAN alwayz make the wrong decision...haha.!!
den he decied to walk back to pahlawan as there is at least a platform there.
haiyyooohhh YAN...uish!! n moreover, the rest of the celebs plus on super star is oredi on their way to pahlawan..
so okie den...me, hafiz n YAN made our way BACk to pahlawan.
but we took the tram instead. it was hot dammit!! haha...
wen takin the tram, we was quite unsure too.
well...actualli YAN was unsure bout makin decisions. but at least he managed to make one evry now n den. unlike me. haha...
n sentosa has got a new interchange...da mcm kt changi airport plak...den monorail nyer line lah...haha.

ok cut short we were back to pahlawan. joined the rest there.
zul, farah, meow, alfie, nana...were all there oredi.
so at last me, hafizn YAN were the last to reach.
sedangkan kiter smpai pahlawan dulu!! haha...
haiyyoooh....ni sumer YAN nyer psl...hmmpph!!
YAAANNN!!! [nana tone]
haha...

aft the guyz got changed, played cards.
chit chatted. zul n yan got into the waters 1st.
den i got tired of playin cards...so we went into the waters all2geder!!
xcept for the galz.
den got back up n chilled for awhile..has some food again b4 goin back into the waters wif the talkin Cat___MeowY Meow. haha...
she's the SuperStar.

had lotsa fun in the water.
unexplainable here.
den got back on shore.
had beach soccer...3 on 3.
was superb.
laughed all walong while the match was going on.
scored some goals...n i was Lampard 4 awhile...haha.

den got changed back to make our move to YAN's 'Magical' Fountain.
haha...walk n chit-chatted our way there.
n btw, me, zul n yan wore the same shirt.
Pepsi Music! haha...
meow has got the pic posted in her blog. u can go see it there.
was incredibly exciting all the way thru.
till we settled at tiz pondok.
windy...comfy...
one by one got emo.
xcept for some.
but not especially me.

n so, they drank, i din't.
zul down.
alfie, me, meow had some chat in 'private'...haha.
let the shit out of me. had all the ears willing to hear.
appreciate it lotz.

den wen evryone was ok,
we made our way home.
at habourfront int, yan n nana took 188 home.
the rest of us, took 855 to saiful's plc.
otw to yishun int, had great act-out activity wif MeowY...haha
den splitted again at yishun int.
meow went home.
soon went we were home...evrythin got down. slept.
i was down the whole day thru.
bye.

_______FiFi______

2006-01-29T17:24:00.000+08:00

Youknow i wantYou so m u c h ____

hehe...k aku giler.
songs in my mind.
ChampagneBody wasnt out.
shitz.

till nex time. =]

2006-01-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

there aint' nothin to it

rock-a-bye.
i'll be ur Baby___rock-a-bye
make me go crazy___rock-a-bye

i must confess.
if i can't haveYOU Baby i wud rather be by myself.
i'd almost die withoutYou.
cuz iLove evrythin aboutYou.
u are my existence.

im playin games noMore.
though You're not nex door
in myHeart,
You're right at theFloor.
deep___
deep____
deep_____downInside
You're stillThere

2006-01-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

itz been a long time since i blogged sitting bside an idiot!!
gendeng btol arh dini...!!
quack quack...
prek kau baru tau.
cium baru tau! gendeng...!!
alersmak...sebok plak tu bbual psl org...pdhl bleh bbual psl org lain.
gendeng ah...quack!!
queek!!
qwuuk!!

all i heard
all i spoke
all i shared
was exaggerately bein overjoyed in ME.
all my happy cells got amplified.

no matter how far i row my boat,
you're stil so near in ME.
yet so far__farAway

mayb I imagine too much
too much of watz not gonna happen
probably not...mostly.

iv got prac at 750.
come on Fir...pass tiz one.
n u'll b left b juz one more prac. woohoo!!

it has all alwayz been about You.

2006-01-25T11:38:00.000+08:00

There were moments when you thought you hav got over her.
And finally you have.
But deep inside, you actualli haven't.

___________________________________

- ctrl+v-ed -
You ever feel like there's that one person in the world meant just for you?
Like no matter how much shit you go through together.. all the separation.. all the tension.. and the terror, that you always fall in love with each other over and over again for a reason?
Like that one person that God made for you is right there..yet so far away?
Let's say this person and yourself have an undeniable connection.
She's the one that after all still makes you weak in the knees.
She's the one who makes your heart beat so fast that you feel that it just might stop all together.
And just hearing her name..it doesn't even have to be "her", but her name is enough to give you the giggles.
The two of you go through so much shit together, but in the end only one thing matters: you still love one another with everything you have.
- ctrl+v-ed -

__________________________

That would b realli sweet if it will to ever happen.
I would very much appreciate what God has defined for my future if that's the case.

2006-01-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

moshi moshi!!!

im here for you.
iwantyou____

you juz go on n on.
im happy.
guess ur not realli.

muackz!

____back

2006-01-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

weehee!!
im gonna be out later!!
out!! i dun realli care where im goin...
as long as im out!!
argh!! revenge for skool dayz. eeee!!! skola??!!
bleargh!!

2006-01-19T13:56:00.000+08:00

im juz gonna update casually.
i mean...like juz anyhow. no thorough tinkin...duh like i did.
dah lah malas aku ni...tapi tk mcm Zul ah. haha...kk jgn marah.

juz came back from skool nw.
dunno if i wanna go out later b4 meetin my NiNi...
cam malas ah Rahim..aiyah.
skrg cumer ade mood utk prac je.
prac aper?? prac aper lagi....heehee!!
im lookin forward to each evry prac of it.
yeahh...yeahh...yeahh...haha!!
giler.

giler.

giler.

giler.

giler.

giler.

giler.

ouh shitz.
itz been a long time since i get pass those glass doors.
woohoo!! cant wait to b unleashed.
so u guyz out there..or shud i say in there...haha!!
u guyz juz WATCH IT!!!

i was officially sick on monday 16 Jan.
well...felt all the giddiness since Sunday mornin oredi.
so on monday the whole idea was carried out by my body.
n so...the doc at the bomb shelter clinic gav me MC.
im quite ok nw.
but stil minor headaches at times..u know.
n iv got a bad ulcer at the walls of my throat.
adoi!!
i repeat!!
IV GOT A BAD ULCER AT THE WALLS OF MY THROAT!!
ADOOII!!____','_

Congrats to my dear...she got a job oredi!!
weehee...at last.
most troubles can b solved now.

well...like most ppl say,
includin me,
money talks.
if any of u dun agree..juz tink again aitez.
in Singapore, tat statement is ssooooo true.
there's no denying!! hehe...
if not in all cases...in 99 out of 100 cases concerning money.
btw...all cases concerns money ritez.
at least 99 out 100 cases concerns money.
haha.

giler.

giler.

giler.

giler.

giler.

giler.

giler.

2006-01-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

the clock hits 12MidNight.
the Dj counts down to the New Year.
finally...2006!! is here.
my love ones was there wif me.
-my dearie NiNi...lurve You lotz!! *muahx*!!
-my bestfwenz who were there for my probz evern since we were fwenz...Zul & Yan.
woohoo!!! had a great time wif u guyz.
im all filled up since tat moment.
u guyz did it.
ears feeded wif favorite traxx.
woohoo!!

2005-12-31T15:56:00.000+08:00

klau rindu...alunkan lagu
lagu irama cinta dahulu...
uish...lagu ape tu? haha...
tk tau tkpe...
lagu Data ah...sedap giler
da lamer tk dgr___haha

im so filled up.
wif my fwen ard me...
my gerl wif me alwayz here in my Heart.
all u guyz rock!!
esp NiNi, Zul & Yan...woohoo!!
u ppl are all tat iv got in tiz world to help me up...wen im down.
hehe...
*muahckz*!! ah....weehee...

2005-12-05T12:07:00.000+08:00

wahhh!!!

lamernyer aku tk update. haha.
klau nk diikotkan...mmg tk cukop klau satu jam nk type psl sumer bende tat happen all tiz while.
haha...
eyyhh...mcm2 bende beb yg terjadi.
eyh asl aku bbual cam mat malaysia ni.
eh no offence ah eh pade mat2 di saner...klau ade yg terbace ni..hehe.

k ah..
i was the winner of the Pepsi Music Challenge.
was held at fareast. at basement.
woohoo..
juz tiz pic will describe the day. =]

wee....~
tatz the $100 Tower Records voucher winner. haha.

n tiz guy got it too the day before...saturday.
i motivated him to take part...cuz i failed my 'first attempt' on tat day.
heehee...

n he's zul!
kuntek btol...haha.
n so we both got the vouchers at last.

FiFi outz_______=]
bye.

2005-11-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

it has never been my 'way' to expose my privacy

__________________________________

life has been so much betta for me.
hope all my peepz out there is movin in the same path as i am now aitez.
=].
im so filled. evrythin.
family.
special one.
fwenz.
evrythin.
Syukur...

well rayer da lepas. n i spent the 1st till 3rd day of rayer there.
i had juz the right amount of fun though.
dint realli go rayer tat much. but it was great for a kampong kinda rayer.
collection??
huh!! untong bertuah seh klau dpt.
haiyoh...jgn harap.
k ah...bukan nk ckp aper ah kan. tap i kt saner mmg gi2 ah.
kasi pon duer tige inggit jek...tu pon utk budak2!!! argghh!!
umor2 cam kiter ni maner lah dpt bender kertas2 tu agi kan...
haha.
den sodar..den ni da bosar...da kojor pon. tak dopek lah klau den nak harapkan dopek duek rayor agi...da bosar panjang katerkan...haha!!
dun wanna mention bout the amount i got. too pathetic to mention.
haha...sungguh lah pilu dopek duek rayor banyok ni jor...

btw, my kampong is at Melake, Lubok Cina.
itz my dad's parent's who's stayin there.
itz at Taman Setia Jaya to be exact.
so sesape yg de kampong kt daerah2 saner jgk tu...hehe.
no komen. heehee.

k guyz im outz.
hav to take my rest.
the period tat im not at all lookin forward to resumes 2morrow.
n tat will be skool!!!
arghh!! notes pon bli dok...haha.
bsk ah bleh...time break ke..
aiyah...
ppl say...a bad start leads to a similar ending in any case.
but hey!! imma prove u wrong hueva said tat!! haha.

Run It beybeh!!! haha.

2005-10-29T01:51:00.000+08:00

my mind was lost.
i cudnt complete evry single thought tat went thru my mind.
itz juz bcuz...i need YOU.
ur contact...with ME.
dun lose it gerl.
keep it ON.
24 hrs rememba...??
i'll alwayz b there 4 u.
im ON.

=].

2005-10-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

i hav lotsa stuffs to update.

BUT
I'M
BZ

2005-10-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

what a wonderful night to blog.
cooling, peaceful.
and last but not least.
its even wonderful when u know ur not working tomorrow.
but among all this wonderful feelings.
there's questions playing in my mind.
i began to wander.

aniwayz. werk was alrite yesterday.
diff type of customers each day.
well today i got non-english speaking russian family in the store.
not forgetting the pigs-like eaters. all they do is to dirty the tables.

wahaha! wad a delight. i met her yesterday.
and she is soo mine!!
hehe!oh how glad i was to see her. yes. i was realli delighted actualli.

ok. put fir and zul togeder.stupidity after stupidity.baghero!nak putar belit je keje ko eh zul!
ahha!'dulu ko tak cam ni tau'haha!
so yeah, nothing much relli happen after that.
im home now copying den past zul's entry and stuff.
waiting for zul's call after readin tiz. haha!
k i gtg. laters.

to you.
itz juz you.

to zul.
call me. haha.

2005-10-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

wo0ohoo!!
buat julung2 kakli nyer dlm hidopku...hehe.
i'm tiz happy now!!
tiz happy...ok u cant see my hands so...err...
im very happy...in short.
weee!!

iv got new stuffs.
new 'Samsung' MP3 Player...the clip-on one...yez ah!!
zul sebok je. org bli dier pon nk beli.
buweh. eh blkg kau aper tu zul??!
*tiddoooo*_____
haha...u are the kontol!!

then comes my so-called well planned plans.
haha..
giler.

lastly...
you are mine.
=]_________

2005-10-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

mel...y weren't u there.
aiyah...so wasted.
floor on fire...n it was put out wif hotter fire.
even if fire hav one temperature only.
eh? btol ke...ah sbrg ah.

same reason for not updating.
werk.
werk.
werk.
werk.
blearrghhskz....eh eh.
haha. giler.

fifi got flow!!
haha...giler.
chey fir seh...haha.
giler.
k bye.

2005-10-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!
im in the fantasy werld...
got myself into it though.

ben bz from monday till now...
but i'm gonna b off frm werk for fri, sat n sun.
n im not booked yet.
so betta book me earlier...heehee.

for some people...or prolly i shud say evryone hu are curiouz,
i got a kiss oredi.
*grins*

2005-09-28T01:11:00.000+08:00

boosh!! gedeboosh!!

k here it goes.

the 1st gerl who kisses me will be my gal.
haha!!

prasan...saper nk kau Fir.
haish...mcm2 yg tk kene ngan diri aku ni...
itu lah ini lah...
ah part ni..mesti zul de byk komen...
haha.
ouh!!!

2005-09-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

if i cant...
if i cant have you
baby i dun wanna be
wif noone else.

if i cant...
if i cant have you
baby i wud rather be
by myself...

boosh!! haha...
tat song is alwayz the song i look for when im on track.
haha.

niwaez...been busy werkin.
like as if im supporting a wife plus one children.
prolly a baby boy...? haha.
no lah...itz juz tat my werkplace suddenly lack of staffs.
half of 'em gone to a new outlet at plaza by the park...aiyah.
no fun oredi lah ya'all go there.
but there doesnt seem to b a prob wif the managers.
alah...dorg pikir duit je...haha.
so the partial reason i stayed on werkin despite bein unhappy bout some stuffs,
is bcuz of sympathy. haiz...kesian tgk suntec nnti.
used to be the best outlet in singapore.
so letz try to keep it up even w/out them aitez guyz!!!
letz do it...i know we can.
juz do it our way aitez...haha.

meanwhile...been findin the one i want.
shitz.
zul knowz which one i want...haha!!
buweh seh zul...
siket je lah...tkde pape. haha...=p

2005-09-20T02:25:00.000+08:00

boosh gedeboosh!!!

iv got a new layout!! yez ah...haha.

comments pls.

i stil dun tink there's anythin special with thiz one.

unlike the previous one.

so yea...i need comments.

or i'll change back.

=]

2005-09-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

itz over between YOU and ME.
we wont see each other anymore.
i HATE YOU!!!

2005-09-10T02:12:00.000+08:00

eh babi lah itu orang buat tingkap.
k, kan evry house kene replace window casement kan...
so last week the person came oredi...n said tat his men will come on monday...
and when monday comes...he doesnt come at all.
w/out leaving a call or a msg... but den came late n said tat he went sumwhere else.
eh itu kau nyer psl ah ehk...not my problem sial...

beh gi2 tkpe ah...eh put another date...saturday...which is 2day later!!
ok, actualli my dad agrees to the date bcuz he doesnt need to werk.
but den last min he need to werk.
den my bro has to go out...got marriage course, so cannot stop him.
so takkan nk tglkan my mom at home biler org tu dtg nnti...
so i bcome the one tat so-called saved the day...babi lah!!!
aku da de plan nk klua...buto peh pembuat tingkap!!
u were the fucking person who was at fault for not comin on monday.
n den now bcuz of u i cant go out!!!
he is comin between 3-5 pm. buto lah!!
peh puki lah 3-5...itu time org sumer da klua sak...nga jalan...nga nk gi makan lagi ader...
babi nyer pembuat tingkap...!!! dtg lain hari sudah lah...
den watz the problem wif tat person comin wif juz my mon n sis in the house??
tkde masalah kan? dier bukan nyer org yg dtg wif no reason pe...dier contractor.
nk smpai suroh aku dok diam kt umah 3-5pm uatpe?? buto!! mcm shial ah...
mmg binget seh ngan itu org tingkap...sap lontong btol...
mcm nk lua je bsk...pedulik ah ngan itu org. dier cumer uat tingkap je pe...bukannyer dier uat pape...
alah...juz in case i be in the house kan? mesti org ckp tu nyer...
k ah...cuba klau suroh org dok umah stkt 2nggu org repair...pas2 dah.
tk leh klua...buto!! buto!! buto!!!

ah skrg mesti ader org ckp im a vulgar person.
or in fact a very vulgar person.
argghh tk pedulik ah!! nga binget ni.
nnti guarantee dier dtg lmbt nyer itu musibat agong!!
kontol btol...psl kau aku kene ader kt umah kul 3-5. babi!!
dah uh...aku tetap nk klua jgk bsk!!!
nobody can stop me!!
not even a stupid irresponsible, unthoughful plus partially brain-damaged idiotic damn mother-farmer contractor!!! u got home n stop ur business!! da bagoz aku tk suroh kau go to hell...
kontol tol...

say wateva bout me. i dun mind.

2005-09-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

boosh!! boosh!!

2moro's my 1st paper...EM3A.
actualli itz later ah...2 pm.
im almost all set. still dunno how to obtain fourier series.
argghhh!! capet cepat!! flip buku...

spend most of the time of the week studyin fer maths!!
i love last minute studies. cuz u know why?
bcuz if u study earlier on...like when the skool starts,
you will need to have the whole book in ur head for a long period till the examz!!
so my style is alwayz...study last minute. which is equivalent to 'study for exams'.
haha...mcm best gi2 ehk. mmg best pon.
bcuz i onli need to rememba those stuffs for juz a few dayz...
den after the examz...i can ferget bout it!! best kan...haha.
u guyz can try if u want.
but onli if u can can catch-up as fast as the days past...hehe. like me.
=]
can giv a try lah if u want...but not encouragable for sec skool students and lower.
not good. bcuz wat u guyz are learning are the basics...which are the legs to ur table!
so u must hav it in ur head all ur life...like me.
=]

wellz...had a great time wif Shairy 2day(thursday).
onli Shairy. haha...we hav lotsa things in common.
power ah kau Shairy.
hutang aku $100 tk bayar2 lagi kan...
dah lah hutang...beh aku kasi mcm2 bende lagi kt kau...
beh aper yg aku ader...kau nk plak...maner bleh kan...haha.
went to sim lim straight frm skool...to look for tiz so-called boom-stereoheadset.
n i got it. power giler manz...bcame my wife immediately...haha.
tk rugi ah beli.
den proceed to bugis. carik kedai zam-zam. haha...
i juz finished almost a whole day in skool studyin...
n i deserve a break. not a stupid tour to find a restaurant-oriented coffeeshop!!
buweh nyer Shairy...buweh!! buweh!!

k peepz...i feel like sleepin now. gotta wake-up early 2moro.
zul needs help. juz after shairy needs it...hehe.

chill outz...=]

2005-09-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

boosh!!!

boosh!!!

boosh!!!

haha...iv gotta take a good break.

for examz.

meanwhile...
my blog remains...

buhbyez...

=]

2005-09-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

2day'z the last day of the semester!!!
woohoo!! at last da abez...yez ah!!
i dun need to:

wake up ON TIME in the morning for class anymore!
set my hp alarm to wake-up EARLY anymore!
FORCE myself to go to every lecture and tutorial anymore!
create reasons for why i SKIP lectures or tutorials anymore!
complete STUPID ASSIGNMENTS anymore!
attend classes anymore juz for the ATTENDANCE!
haha....actualli there's lots more things i dun need to do. all the stupid things., eee...

tapi bagi setiap beban yg terlepas, dtg satu lagi beben yg terakhir. haha...
i need to study u know!!! examz in 1 exactly 1 weeks time. EM3A, i studied for u, so u betta pass!! haha...

so letz set study dates for examz...haha. ok, this is the 1st time tat im doin all tiz shit in poly. i mean, iv never been so enthusiastic like doin all the studying juz for the examz. itz stupid. haha...but i stil do it. juz for the sake of one piece of a lil bit high quality paper called Diploma in Electronic & Computer Engineering. it may be binded juz to make it look hogh quality. but for sure, i want u guyz to know tat study is not my interest. i hav no choice...but to stil go on doin tiz shit. i bet hundreds of them out there are studyin for the same reason as mine...haha.

ok dokey...i dunno wat else to say. so here i stop. n tanx lotz to those hu find my layout/blog a pleasure or a nice work. tanx lotz! appreciate it as much. so, im outz. =]

2005-08-28T02:28:00.001+08:00

wooo...
woooooo....
wooowooo.....
haha...giler seh.
i got wat you need!! so juz bring it on gerl...

hmmz...watz gotten in me u guyz might wonder.
haha...
We can take it to the floor!!
tell me what you gonna do...haha...

ok ok done.

ermz...1st up:
yesterday spent a stupid morning wif zul.
we ate breakfast...
n zul could even 'have the cheek' to sleep!!
buweh seh...
den we went to buy some drinks...
ok, juz a drink actualli. we've got less than $1.95 spot.
so macdonalds is out.
n tiz new but stupid 7-11 has no Gulp at all!!
huh??
buweh seh...kontol tol.
b4 tat went to mac...figured tat we cud buy nothin there, zul slept again!!
buweh seh...
i hav obviously wasted more energy than you...mak doi...
buwer nyer zul...kaki tdo.
den we decided to make it to skool straight away...
otw to skool...zul wanted to sleep in the bus!!!
buweh seh zul...kaki tdo.
once i stop crapping lames, he starts to fall asleep almost immediately!!!
buweh seh zul...kaki tdo.
n while waiting for another bus at clementi, he slept again!!!
buweh seh zul...kaki tdo.
n again...he slept again on the 2nd bus to skool!!!
buweh seh zul...kaki tdo.
dropped off finally bought a drink thorugh the machine...40 cents.
haha...it took us 1 hr to get our drink!!!
wtf...!!
kontol nyer zul...kaki tdo.
hahahaha!!!

den we went to library n slept!!
ok...tiz time tak buweh bcuz i slept too....heehee.
n hafiz came. he slept too. n we slept till 1...zul went for his class.
so me n hafiz resumed sleeping...
foooohhh!! sedapnyer tdo...alahai...
ni lah...klau da ngantok...mmg indah.
lagi2 library air-con...foooohhh....haha.
so altogether i slept for approx. 4 hrs in the lib!!!!
hahaha...gerek nyer!!! nak lagi ah...haha.

ok dah...tu je.
n yah...zul even slept in the polyclinic!!! my gosh!!

2005-08-28T02:28:00.000+08:00

wooo...
woooooo....
wooowooo.....
haha...giler seh.
i got wat you need!! so juz bring it on gerl...

hmmz...watz gotten in me u guyz might wonder.
haha...
We can take it to the floor!!
tell me what you gonna do...haha...

ok ok done.

ermz...1st up:
yesterday spent a stupid morning wif zul.
we ate breakfast...
n zul could even 'have the cheek' to sleep!!
buweh seh...
den we went to buy some drinks...
ok, juz a drink actualli. we've got less than $1.95 spot.
so macdonalds is out.
n tiz new but stupid 7-11 has no Gulp at all!!
huh??
buweh seh...kontol tol.
b4 tat went to mac...figured tat we cud buy nothin there, zul slept again!!
buweh seh...
i hav obviously wasted more energy than you...mak doi...
buwer nyer zul...kaki tdo.
den we decided to make it to skool straight away...
otw to skool...zul wanted to sleep in the bus!!!
buweh seh zul...kaki tdo.
once i stop crapping lames, he starts to fall asleep almost immediately!!!
buweh seh zul...kaki tdo.
n while waiting for another bus at clementi, he slept again!!!
buweh seh zul...kaki tdo.
n again...he slept again on the 2nd bus to skool!!!
buweh seh zul...kaki tdo.
dropped off finally bought a drink thorugh the machine...40 cents.
haha...it took us 1 hr to get our drink!!!
wtf...!!
kontol nyer zul...kaki tdo.
hahahaha!!!

den we went to library n slept!!
ok...tiz time tak buweh bcuz i slept too....heehee.
n hafiz came. he slept too. n we slept till 1...zul went for his class.
so me n hafiz resumed sleeping...
foooohhh!! sedapnyer tdo...alahai...
ni lah...klau da ngantok...mmg indah.
lagi2 library air-con...foooohhh....haha.
so altogether i slept for approx. 4 hrs in the lib!!!!
hahaha...gerek nyer!!! nak lagi ah...haha.

ok dah...tu je.
n yah...zul even slept in the polyclinic!!! my gosh!!

2005-08-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

yo all my peepz...tanx for all the tag aitez.
realli appreciate it lotz!! =]

2005-08-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

now drop!!!
now drop!!!
evry drop!! haha...giler seh.

aite ya'all. tiz a new layout.
ya'll gotta be sincere wif all ur commentz.
so ya'll gotta be on point.
heehee.

niwaez...check out my new self created,
almost 100% of my own idea layout.
hehe...
aite ya'all commentz appreciated.
im out...

n iv got 2 tests 2moro! mother-farmer...
CCT for EM3A at 10am.
den AEL practical test at 1pm...blom blaja dok.
sap lontong btol...haha.
k ah...buhbyez.
im juz so happi these dayz...=].
peash...

2005-08-21T02:19:00.000+08:00

oh great day i had 2day...woohoo!!
hehe.
i wud love to put up some pics here but im on dial-up now.
guarantee slow yer. tkya sua ehk...haha.
oh wowz...such great time i had.

at 1st met zul at cthall...3pm.
the remaining 2 ppl were supposed to b there too...but they were late.
me n zul even had the time to take a trip to suntec...
den back to millenia walk....
wait ofr 'em at ljs...tk smpai2 ni...buweh btol seh. haha...
tapi tkpe zul eh...kiter tgk org...heehee.
so they reached 4.30 gi2...yg spatotnyer jumpe kul 3 tau!!! wahduh....
dorg is actualli eileen n shahida.

so we ate there. chiiter chatter...
laughed our lungs out...haha. had so much fun tat moment.
from the point tat we had to wait for our foods,
until the moment when we finished our food!! duh...
rabak shey...ni sumer budak tu nyer psl ah. haha...
gerek ah.

den we head to esplanade...took lotsa pics there.
but as i said...i cant put it up. nvm...mayb 2moro...hehe.
it was more of a bonding session for me though.
hehe...most importantly, i had fun.
tatz it.
im done.
tired.
need sleep.
buhbyez...
hope u guyz had ur fun too!! =].

2005-08-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

wat the mother*farmer!!!???
wireless realli makes me lose my mood.
even my mom suddenly asks watz wrong wif me...haha.
realli ah...suker2 je disconnect.
but again...not my network...so i shudnt blabber tiz much actualli.
so nvm ah.

been not bloggin for some reasons lately.
most of it cuz of skool.
hav lotsa stuffs to catch up on ah...n im doin good!!
heehee..wish me luck peepz!!!
examz 3 weeks from now!!!
im werkin hard...
susa tau nk nmpk aku smgt cam gini...haha.
ya'all know my laziness...u know...u know...haha.
ok bye!!!

2005-08-11T14:34:00.000+08:00

had nothin betta to do in class. surf net...n so on. hav class till 3 now.
n i gotta go!! haha...

n some pics of nothin-betta-to-do guy__haha lame.

so ni lah budak tkde keje

main sembunyik2 lah...
if i said im starin at the screen...u know how now.

see...even my classmates sleep...haha.

ok, tatz all. haha. bye!

2005-08-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

wellz...i neva realli put up pics when i update my bloggie, but i differ tiz time. had to disstress my self.__=].

i tink my hair is nice...like...realli. bcuz i had sumwheer to go aft tat...ehem2...heehee.
alersmak...nga hujan2 pon nk amek gamba ke...rabak.
ni budak giler. step cute kan? da agak nyer...mesti de org ckp gi2...haha. =p
my same-age cuzzin. splitted, but we're still sharing the blood ritez...=].

n thiz is his adek. he's cute. im not...hu agrees? haha...
budak tk padan kecik...haha. my cuzzin angkat.
dan ini namer nyer fireworks. =[.

2005-08-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

9 August is a special day.
seriouz.
tanx.

2005-08-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

has anybody realised how unfair the world is.
evrywhere. anywhere. doesnt matter.
itz the same.

when one does somethin wrong or is goin against a certain rule & regulation of a certain organisation or sumthin like tat, he/she getz the punishment.
no pleading, no chance...the head of the organisanition will 'hunt down' the accused for doin wateva wrongdoings he/she had comitted.

BUT when one does a good thing..a good deed. it is very rare that a compliment is being spoke of. not a even a praise for wateva achievements he/she has gained.
orite man..my point was juz:
when u do wrong things, ppl will point it out n take action against u...well tatz for sure.
and when u do good stuffs...u get nothin. no compliments. no actions taken.
ok tell me how fair is tat...not at all!
ok be fair lah...c'mon.
i do wrong stuffs, u deal the way u shud wif me..fine, im ok wif tat.
but when i did good stuffs...achieved my grades, i don't rememba gettin any compliments or words of praises...maner fair kan gi2.
in tiz life...evrythin needs to be run fairly.
u did sumthin good....i reward u.
u did sumthin wrong, i 'troubleshoot you'.
fair enuf...i realli tink so.
u guyz sure get wat i meant ritez...
wellz...mainly itz juz concerning my skool now.
wif the most unreasonable Rules & Regulations.
shitz. motherfarmer.
haha.

k lah...malas ah.
evrythin is hack care now.
i do things bcuz the skool asked me too.
i come to class bcuz i dun wanna get debarred. get it?

n ouh no...i juz woke up.
dint sleep last nite. juz slept for 1 hr...8-9 am.
den out i go...kendarat at bedok.
wahduh..peh penat dok. tk leh agkt...seret pon susa. haha.
it was ok...byk org jgk ah. but at least buffet...so much much lesser things need to b done.
n 2moro their huntin me down again.
hunt ah! aku tk kesah!
tk pedulik! da malas seh...
tk abez2 ngan hanta email2 dier...
klau hanta email mesti psl bende tk bagoz nyer...tk perna yg bagoz.
**** nyer tiang nyer tiang.

ok, i need some sleep now.
got almost evrythin settled in my mind. almost.
juz go wif the flow. evrythin.
efforts will i put. determinations follows.
God decides where i head.
nitez! *muackz* to you...=]

2005-08-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah!!
yeah yeah!!
blog baru...
yeah yeah!!

yeah yeah!!
re-test leh buat..
yeah yeah!!

yeah yeah!!
gaji danak dekat...
yeah yeah!!

yeah yeah!!
im smilin...
yeah yeah!!
=]

but i still cant get wat i want.
shitz. shitz. shitz.
9 August...plz.
aiyah...
=[

2005-07-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

ouh man...how bad can it get.
how worse can tiz get.
evrythin crashed...inside.
ouh y...did i make a mistake?
did my heart shoot the wrong eyes?
was my heart at fickle state tat moment?
ouh no...not again.
i want her...but i can't. oh plz...
cuz i realli hav nothin to do to help myself.
nothin.

shitz.

2005-07-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

im happy still now.
for my peepz.
cuz they are the only ones ard me bsides my family...love them lotz.
cuz bsides them i onli hav my peepz...
huh cuzzins? none... im not like some of ya'all hu hav lotsa cuzzinz to add to ur love list n go out 2geder to njoy urselves with.
n so, im glad tat all my peepz now are happy.
after they gone thru lotsa humps n waves...n after all the help i gav them..they are now happy.
wellz...it was like a blast of prob virus suddenly cuz when one has probs, all has probs.
wellz...i like helpin out of their probs...makes me happy too...for them.

but still, i juz cudnt get wat i want tiz time...i hav my limits. =(

2005-07-26T18:12:00.000+08:00

hey suddenly i felt so happy in school today!
where and how the feel of it came from was unknown to me.
but one thing for sure, i was happy today.
met Zul twice today.
giggled and read bout stuffs that utterly punched our stomaches and lungs. haha!!
oh yeah, great time i had today.
but as usual, almost fell asleep in class...
signed and then went off...
and so on.
spent time at the library with Zul instead of eating with the rest as usual at the canteen.
Poly life...the fun part is when you can free-roam just about anywhere u want during break time.
mind you...Ngee Ann is massive enuf for the large number of occupants in it.
you'll just end up in fatigue if u ever try to cover every square-metre of the Polytechnic.
haha.
anyway, skipped lunch.
well, my point was just to save some money bit by bit daily.
but it seems so hard...haha!
it's okay though. i can take my time on that part.

_________________________________

life is filled with alot of unfairness.
everybody has faced it before regardless of age, race and so on.
in particular, criticism is often being related to.
one gets a fireback when he critic-replies to someone who fired it to him first.
criticising is almost similar to insulting in almost any case.
when one gets insulted especially regarding education level,
it is most likely that the intention to respond with the same-topic insult is there.
the party to be mostly blamed in this case must and should be the one whom started the insultation or criticism.
BUT, some people would rather land the blaming on the insulted party even if their member was the one who started the 'game'.
i just don't understand.
being a defendant wasn't the intention.
instead, tryin to clear the situation was the fact.
BUT, some people carelessly and some intentionally mistook it for being a nosy poker.
whatever it is, one just couldn't get control of what him/her is doing or saying when he/she is under the influence of others.
like people say, when everyone's behind you, you just couldn't stop piling up all the critics plus insults.
you will only know how to enjoy being on the frontpage of the positive people's sayings 'magazine' besides being under control after being transformed into one that leaks out hurtful words to others without double-thinking it effectively.

when words come out from your mouth even before u know what it is, take it back.

2005-07-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah!! hehe...
iv got new fwenz...lotsa them.
n they wud b more than happy to fill me up! heehee....

ermz...i wudnt like to mention u peepz here...nnti korg malu plak.
nnti sumer jln klua kat town akai paper bag Old Chang Kee...haha.
mcm muat gi2. ok, part ni mepek.

life now has been quite the same...still werk n werk n werk.
bsk skola!! tidak!! malas nyer!! haha...wat to do.
mmg da kene 'pakse' gi skola kan...aiyah.
k lah...malas nk blog sbenarnyer...haha. sumer malas ehk.
k lah...buhbyez!!

2005-07-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

break beats!!!
argghh...they are juz alwayz in my head.
well...some peepz know y...haha.
yeah come on evrybody...letz toprock!! uprock!! yeah!!
go wif the snare...up n down...haha.
k da start giler...baik stop.

k dah.

ermz...i plan later..
aft tiz...prolly 10 mins later?
hmmz...MPI.
itz important.
ok, evry module is actualli...haha.
programming dok ni...fav aku.
maner leh fail. tk patot fail.
tapi klau lecture je dah ke hulu ke hiler gi2 kan...ehem2! haha...
aiyah...cmne nk phm gi2...mati ah. tapi tkpe.
sedangkan tadi satu jam leh absorg byk jgk for 1TP test.
kaoz...on the spot seh memorise formula...
de member akai calculator rule agi....haha.
mmg style.
sec skool tk blaja ni style sumer...
hmmz...2 jam ah paling2 dah leh get evrythin back.
aku ni actualli tau buat...bukannyer bodoh...bukannyer slow.
cumer malas. berganda-ganda nyer malas.
malas tk berkesudahan nyer. haiyohz...
kawin ngan malas pon bagoz ehk...haha.

arghhh!! i need a much much betta MP3 player wif betta codec n output!!
aku nk sound mcm iPod or Muvv or Zen Micro or yg sewaktu dgn nyer!!!
arghhh...uncomparable ah.
for u peepz hu tink handphone wif MP3 player can be a sort of replacement for a good MP3 player...den u shud tink twice.
uv evaluated wrongly.
the codec reader for evry hp wif MP3 sux...they only read the MP3.
they dun bring out the quality in it. tat part...is the important part tat i need in music satisfactory. haha....
so now all i need is a ZEN Micro 6GB!!! buy for me anyone??
haha....

2005-07-18T01:35:00.000+08:00

aikz...
suddenly there's a number of ppl wanting me to update...hehe.
terharu seh aku...haha.
k lah..nk update aper ehk.

tkde pape ah actuali...
juz been werkin n werkin these dayz...
almost evryday ah...bleh dikatekan.
n yah...i njoy my werk very much. cumer biler certain org yg ader kt situ ah aku tk suker.
store manager dier ni ah...byk nyer songeh dier siket.
tk gerek ah. klau ngan Nellie ok...dier manager bleh joke2 nyer...
bende2 seriouz jadikan joke...
ah aru keje ade fun kan...hehe.
nk fun je ehk Fir...
tapi overall keje has been great ah.
iv been bcomin the usher alwayz. n im njoyin it.
haha...cuz i cant memorize the settings lah..
nnti asek salah je...i hav short term memory probs u see...
haishz...

n next...ermz...
bout the thing
tiz thing ah...itz alive
it called the heart.
i cant love only myself....
i mean...bsides my family lah...
of course i love them loads...so much.
haishz.... neva in my life i had tiz kind of feelings.
so sumone plz 'help' me...haha.
u knoe...juz come at the rite time. haishz...
mcm kesian gi2 tau aku skrg ni...
tk tau sape yg salah. tkde org yg salah lah actuali...
mayb bcuz im juz too choosy. eh tapi aku ok pe skrg...tk cam dulu..ehk? hehe...
ppl come...ppl go...haishz...
it juz seems tat evryone likes or loves sumone oredi.
n itz like...there's noone left for me..aiyah.
so im supposed to b alone?? like...for the time being...? aiyah.
but im gonna juz b patient.
mayb im juz not handsome enuf...or cute enuf.
or mayb im not even both of it at all...
see...i dunno how good lookin i am...
i mean...i can't evaluate myself...tat kinda thing...haishz...
yelah...maklumlah...
gerlz nowadayz kan...pandang rupe jgk..bukan laki je yg pandang jambu tk jambu kan...
so guyz nowadayz pon nk kene dress up jgk...nk kene de style tu sumer...
matrep2 skrg ni pon...jgn main2..de style jgk...
tappered pon de style jgk...haha.
k niwaez, wat im tryin to say is...nowadayz...looks juz matter. rite?
ok lah...u can say there's no point havin the looks if ur heart isn't how u look like.
understand? hmmz....
so...i tink i hav the heart. or...i dunno. sumone must do the evaluation. not me.
i'll juz b patient now.
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ok, iv got a maggi to eat.
da sejuk pon agknyer. cooked it myself...
guarantee sedap nyer...haha.
k lah peepz...nitez!!
dream of me!! haha....

2005-07-15T01:57:00.000+08:00

hey peepz...
dayz n dayz had passed...iv not blogged for like 1 week ehk?
wahduh...rabak jgk....haha
wellz...basically juz spent most of my time at Suntec ah..
6 to 11 almost evryday..
n im njoyin it...
saper lalu depan macdonald nyer depan siket...mesti nmpk aku nyer...hehe.

k ah...wanna sleep oredi.
tgk ah Fir...edit pendek je...femalas!!
unta fadang fasir pon tkde gini funyer malas...haha.
ok peepz. im outz...!! =)

oh yeah...had fun. hehe.

2005-07-11T14:38:00.000+08:00

im sick.
sorethroat.
i own a diff coarse kinda voice now.
aiyah.

if onli i had sumone to can at reduce my suffer..u know.
haishz...

2005-07-06T02:02:00.000+08:00

yez ah!! new layout's out peepz...come on. see wat u can say bout tiz one.
itz a quick one...meant to be...planned...to make a quick one...started doin in claz...n juz finished it juz now.
wellz...juz came back from werk actualli...den did tiz straightaway...
mmg pemalas nyer layout....haha!! rabak kan...wahduh...

k k k...juz a few stuffs to let ya peepz know.
iv got NEW pair of XL2...(hehe mentioned oredi, i know)
iv got NEW haircut...(Jean Yip @ $40++; =D)
iv got NEW job plus the super-outgoin peepz in it...(means xtra cash fer me; yipee!!)
iv got NEW place to go to...(hehe...Zul!! aper lagi??....)
n lastly iv got NO gerlz to go out wif....haha!! ok lame. da agknyer.

been realli bz these few weekz. go out in the mornin...come back at almost 12...
at times after it. aiyah.
too bad den.
haishz...i dun even hav the additional free time to make contact wif some peepz...aiyah.
wat to do...life...errmmz....

okie den...i wanna sleep. malas nk crite agi.
buhbyesh!!

2005-06-30T11:42:00.000+08:00

no!! rahim showed me tiz fwensta profile of tiz NP gerl...oh no!!!
she's juz...no!! NOOO!!! No!!! Nooo!!! NOOO!!! NO rahim NO!!! ARGHHH!!!
ok....some of the peepz may knoe wat i mean...esp. rahim...haha!!
seriouz sial...wah duh. bukan nk mengutok ah...haha. ok ok..stop it Fir...
ciptaan Allah sumernyer lawa mengikot kate2 Fadil...haha!!

yez ah!! i juz got new pair of XL2...haha.
white dok...haha.

no no!!! rahim juz showed me a pic of his fwen too...a gerl of course..wearin a bikini.
arghh!! pls lah...tolonnggg...haha.
kaoz...she has insuffecient flesh to protude out of it...haha.
bukan nk kutok ah...
tapi...bukan aper ah...
aiyah...juz dun let me see it lah if ur gonna wear it...haha

k ah bye...

2005-06-26T01:48:00.000+08:00

p*** taik ah!! juz not my day again today.
got 'cheated' by the busses goin my way home.
waited for 15 mins at the esplanade busstop...but in the end,
no bus at all...!! mcm shial!
den i went up to the board n saw tiz notice sayin tat a few bus services includin mine had to skip tat stop bcuz of the bastard parade rehearsal...bodoh!! tk ckp siang2...haha!!

hmm...saw the battle at cineleisure.
hazrul din't win...but itz ok zrul.
winning is not the 1st priority. penting skill mau ada!! haha...
S'pore bboys are realli gettin betta...xcept for the few.
some are juz so-so during the time i quitted...n now they are wow!! haha...

kayz...i gtg sleep...back pain again.
nitez!

2005-06-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

i need you.
pls come....itz urgent.
my life is so empty....i need you here...
anyone of u.....quick.

2005-06-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

2day wasn't my day really.
1st up, sumthin screwed up in skool...
de satu mamat ni....mintak aku rokok..tat time pon zul mintak.
den i gav zul n asked them to share it lah....
dier ckp aku ni lokek rokok?? bastard tol...
k tkpe, member nyer psl, kasi ah satu btg kt dier...lagipon rokok JB.
niwaez, aku mmg pantang klau org ckp aku ni lokek....kaoz...benci tau.
ok, tiz time juz tolerate dier je ah.

den juz now at the canteen, i merely juz asked him in an unseriouz manner to blanje me ah.
"eh, blanje aku ah nari..."
ader ke dier ckp..."isap ah mat!! klau aku dpt duit $900 bleh ah..."
kaoz...peh binget. pantang seh...tk besalah seh...
dier mmg btol tk kenang jase nyer ah...
padahal time aku kasi dier rokok eh, aku blang dier 'mau igt ah'
juz rememba my good deed to you, n i'll defnitely rememba urs, tatz all. bcuz i know ur gonna hav a hard time remembering mine.
so at tat moment he said tat to me, i was realli dissapointed plus regret givin him the cigg despite bein murah hati 2wards him, tiz is wat i get.
p*** t**k ah!!
peh binget tat time. was realli pissed off.
Zul knows hu im talkin about.
bukan nk ungkit ah tapi...at least ckp baik2 tk leh ke...
the way he said it, was very sarcastic...as though im a beggar gi2 sial...
p*** t**k ah!!
mmg btol fcuked up seh tat time...but i dint show it.
n iv planned, the nex time he were to ask me for rokok, i'd ask him to share wif hueva iv given to at tat moment.
if not, i'll juz say..."isap ah mat!! igt ni rokok free pe?? jatoh dari langit nyer ehk ni??"
ah amek kau...
those hu know me, i dun get mad at anyone tat easily nyer ah...
but if itz too much, den my temper function will be on...
he does it again, he's gonna get it....tgk je...
Zul, tgk je Zul... kau tau aku mmg tk leh take tiz kinda crap nyer kan...
itz too much to juz give n take ah in tiz case.

den 2ndly, i got the wrong day for my werk trainin...haha!!!
buek malu den!!!
wah duh...dahlah lmbt...beh naik teksi...$8.20.
p*** t**k ah!!
pas2 sampai atas, ouh ur trainin day is not 2day...haha!!!
kekek giler...!!! the actual day is nex week...
i got the wrong week!!! wah kaoz...rabak giler.
see, told ya...2day lotsa things made me fed up.
like shitz ah...
den nk alek nyer time, bas terlepas lagi...
alersmak...org dah lah nga mood tk handsome...bleh telepas bas plak lagi...
haiyohz....
n yah, i even lost my way findin the easy-to-find Gateway Building.
kaoz....mmg bad hair day ah...haha!!
rabak giler nyer....juz not 2day ah. evrythin's juz not 2day...haishz...
i dint get wat i wanted 2day...xcept for these two shirts at bugis tat iv been wanting to buy n one belt i bought there too.
bsides tat, evyrthin's super rat!! super shit!!
i get not wat i wanted 2day...
too bad. but my patience...err...still there though...heehee....

n lastly, when i got home...immed when i got home,
charged my hp...it died when i was listenin to mp3 on headphones wif it in the bus.
den i switched on my lappy followed by itz wireless switch.
den tadda!! wireless networks..tapi tk leh connect.

"Aper ni??!!" haha...tatz wat i said..till my mom tegor seh...kaoz.
den i tried my very best includin my patience to get connected to the available wireless...
slalu nyer boleh....
alamak nari tk tau aper angin ntah...dier tanak connect plak.
dier go attempt connecttion kt secured network lah..pas2 connect kt network yg tk leh akai nyer...
kaoz..bodoh seh...
computers are stupid. they really are. n this is one of the times its attitude shows...haha!!
ok, im actualli mad abt the wireless 2day...tatz y im dissin my wife...haha.
my stupid wife..!! bodoh nyer bini...
actualli i shudnt complain cuz the connection isnt mine afterall...haha...

k ah...my back hurts ah..wanna go take some rest...buhbyez!!
yeah!! 2moro no skul..haha.

2005-06-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

okie guyz...im at skool now.
i hav realli nothin to do...
hmm...mesti de org ckp suroh gi blaja kan..
wellz...my definition of 'sumthin to do' is...
=> sumthin tat I want to do. not sumthin tat im required to do...or perhaps sumthin tat other ppl want me to do.
like shit lah...it juz feels like shit when u are askes to do sumthin tat u r defnitely not intending to do all along..or sumthin tat u totally dun want to do at all...aiyah.
wat to do...still hav to do it though..
haha...

n im losin grams of myself by the day...aiyah.
n..err..y m i mentioning tiz.
hu cares if i lose wgt niwae...
haishz...
i mean..hu really really really cares??
NOBODY

2005-06-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

yeah!! yeah!! yeah!!!
n more YEAH YEAH YEAAH!!!
haha...

wellz...the yeah's are for lotsa stuffs...hehe.

one of it...my 6230i..realli damn 'bastard' fone...haha..
my life juz got better wif it by my side almost 24-7...haha.
power...power...power. hehe..ok tatz abt it.

den comes free wireless at home.
err...not mine though..some stupid neighbours'...haha.
oopz sorrii...tu lah, sape suroh tak secure network kau...kan aku da pakai.
aku download lagu sehendak2nyer...haha.
internet sehendak2nyer...haha.
MSN...segalenyer yg leh dibuat...haha. yez ah...
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

errz...followed by...some xtra income..haha.
adelah..hehe.

den...err...
had fun whenever i want??
haha...ok, tatz counted as well..
hmm...i love my life now.
freedom. spoilt for choice for songs.
haha...nothin else.

n howz my new layout?? itz simple n plain ah.
bodoh nyer idea...idea aku jugak...gedes-ness seh..haha.
ok, tatz all.

buhbyez!!

2005-06-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

itz juz the third week of 1st sem...n iv got 4 warning letters for low attendance. haha...rabak seh.
mati ah...nmpk2 nyer repeat module agi... oh tidak mungkin. haha...

ok, letz hav fun on sat Zul...Yan...LETS GO!!!!

2005-06-02T03:12:00.000+08:00

i can't sleep.
bcuz im findin the reason y i can't do so...

2005-05-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

who agrees tat once a guy is 18, he gains a totally new level of freedom?
as in, he can come home late w/o being reminded to be home earlier next time....
...he can spend the nite anywhere he wants as long as he informs his parents...
...he can go out anytim he wants even if itz 12 midnite...
so hu agrees??

i agree.

but im not given almost all of tat.
n i realli tink i shud hav gotten all tat...
basket.

those u dun agree, 4get it. dun need to read oredi.
haiyohz...i can take care of myself manz...
come on lah...nak bising2 aper lagi...aiyohz..

nak ton umah member pon susa...
ok wellz, previously i buih-ed tat i was somwhere else reasonable such tat i need to spend the nite sumwhere else bsides home. baru aku bleh ton...aiyohz...
umah member dok...bukan nyer hotel ke...bukannyer umah pompuan ke...aiyah.
tak kuaser lagi ah nk ckp. da mmg tk leh nyer.

ok, at least sumthin to look 4ward to 2moro.
im gonna enrol myself for Class 2B liscence. ok, u betta sponsor me.
seriouzly cuz uv sponsored ur 1st child a car liscence which is 4 times more expensive than a bike one...haha.

iv got nothin else. bye.

2005-05-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

ok best. evrythin's fine.
itz not tat fine ah actulli but actualli evrythin's fine.
but i dunny itz not as fine as when it is realli fine.
but overall, itz all fine. im fine. tanx.

2005-05-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

hey itz 23 May 2day....haha. n yesterday was 22 May!!
so itz my bday....weehee!! im 18. yez ah...!! haha...
with no specific reason, im juz feelin so great yest...not juz bcuz iv enjoyed myself, but also bcuz of wat iv been thru in thiz teenage life. itz tough, evrybody agrees.
from looking for jobs to buy the stuffs u want....to managing relationships.
not mentioning my studies as a poly student for me...stressful enuf.

wellz, was happi and thankful enuf to hav got the sms wishes juz a few mins aft 12 yesterday.
the 1st few ppl were the ones tat once had my heart. hmmz....
den all those peepz who were there wen i wanted to file off my probs a lil bit...
i neva thought i had great fwenz who can at least rememba my bday...well, at least they rememba n wished me even though a number of them are not tat close wif me at all...

i already had a handful of wishes in my mind early tiz yr n endin laz yr.
wellz, not one has come true juz yet.
in fact, one has definitely not come true...cuz it was supposed to be on my bday...my wish.
but too bad, i can't do a single thing to make it come true...it wasn't in my hands at all.

happiest moment on the 22 May was to get the wish from my dearIe-eX, Isha...
i miss u.

wellz, tatz abt it. i wanna rest now. nitez!!

2005-05-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

ok. im realli bz these dayz.
im fillin up my own life, rememba?? hehe..
nothin else bsides tat all the way.
n sumone has alwayz been there to share any topic n so on...
at least there's sumone to depend on

ok, im not like most fortunate teenagers who hav broadband access at home regardless wireless or cable.
im juz on dial-up....which is under Ngee Ann Poly student dial-up. haha....pity me.
n some peepz are juz surprised n thinks tat im jokin cuz iv got no broadband.
wellz...i can't afford to hav one lah...heehee!!
niwaez, 6230i is realli the best fone. haha!!

talkin bout broadband, i actualli managed to connect my laptop wirelessly with a router nearby yesterday.
i dunno who's network it is. it shud be one of my neighbours'....haha.
bagoz jgk ah dier tk secure netwerk dier. bleh download lagu...video...haha.
but i had to be sitted on my 1-sitter sofa wif my laptop on the hand-rest area.
haiyohz...troublesome...sampai saket pinggang. haha...tapi power ah.
download free gi2....gerek gedegak nyer...!!! haha....
ok..mrepek.

so the real skool starts nex week...tuesday.
gonna be bz all the way. but dun worry, i will still hav time for my own time....haha.
tk suker ah....bz all day along psl skola nyer psl. org pon nak sendiri nyer time jgk kan...
hehe....n i tink evrybody needs it too.
okie, da malas nk type.

ok bye!!!

2005-05-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

wei hoz....!!! haha...bahaser aper seh.
tk tau ah.

wellz...ppl hav been remindin me on updatin my blog these dayz.
so tiz one's for all of em' lah...hehehe....

hmm...as evrybody know,
blog is not the place to list down in detail all the realities in particular those personal ones....
n so, i hav nothin much to say here tiz time....hehe.
but im happi wif my life now. i mean, im happi lah...
im not hatin life or watsoeva though.
n so, im fine!! hehehe...

tatz all....not realli 'prepared' to blog tat much ah....
buhbyez!!

2005-05-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

time passed n i passed plus failed doin some stuffs.
lolz...
doin great in skool.
gettin A1's all the way...aper tak nyer..
haha...shhh...

im all set for wat im gonna face in life.
juz gotta accept reality or i'll be nothin but someone wif no reality.
i need reality to move on.
show it to me...i need it.

niwaez, i broke quite a number of records myself pass few dayz.
i watched movies wif slippers.
i went around town wif slippers.
i did lotz more uncommon stuffs wif slippers.
duh...it wasn't a surf slipper or nethin..
veri slack one ah..haiyoz...
was supposed to buy a Globe shoe ah tat day.
but den evry one of it is onli available in size 11 biggest.
haiyoz...aku ni dahlah american size...hehehe...
wat to do...terpakse pilih lain brand.
so the whole day spent in town tk akai kasot....akai slipper!!
haha...sori gurlie...hehehe..

2005-04-24T01:22:00.000+08:00

ok cool. evrythin in my life is self-service.
hahaha...

wellz...followed Zul, Shairy, Hafiz and Yan to go play street soccer at Taman Jurong....
they went to so-call warm up actualli cuz they got a match today...tiz mornin.
they are good enuf....excluding Shairy ah eh...he's not in the team. heehee!!
korg bagoz ah....campor Daniel lagi nnti...kaoz...lagi power!!!
mesti dpt placing nyer ah korg.
ade chan menang NSSL...mau yakin je...haha...

2005-04-23T04:08:00.000+08:00

ah...at last im able to see this page.
knoe wat, yesterday n the yesterday of yesterday,
i cant see the page for me to update my bloggi...
haiyohz...

all i was given was a page almost full of html codes n Javascripts....
wat...im supposed to figure it out myself??! stupid ah...
dunno watz wrong though at tat time...other websites are werkin fine at tat moment.

wellz, as u can see the time, itz not tat i juz woke up,
i cant sleep.
juz came back from JB ard 3.30 juz now....wif my dad.
these few dayz hav been sleepless i can say.
haishz...filling evry hour n minute of my life now by myself.
itz juz feels so different....so very2 very2....DIFFERENT...
so...E M P T Y . . . .

2005-04-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

psst...guess wat.
im at KAP mac now...(whispers)
n there's this beautiful...n i mean wholy beautiful MI gal.
adoyoz...she came n sat rite next to my table..
im alone. so is she.
woohoo...gua cair beb..haha..

mcm nk approach je...da dekat ah ni.
keje pon senang.
but toobad, im not tat kinda guy.
im juz not the type tat juz go up to a gerl tat im interested at tat moment,
den ask for her num. or sumthin like tat.
sori siket eh.
i onli look n hope for anythin or prolly a miracle to happen ke...
haha...

dream on ah eh....
guess i'll juz take a look at her before i move off later.
my Laptop batt is running low now...
juz in case she's readin tiz, cuz she knows who she is,
juz wanna say tat u r on the list!! hahaha...cam nk kene bunoh gi2 eh..

aiyah...realli cannot tahan...
haiyoh...
k, last glance...haha...

2005-04-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

i dun alwayz get wat i want.
do you?? i dun tink so...
itz juz isn't in the timing at times...
when i wanna rest n hav my own time...
i got werk. stupid enuf ain't it??

but i want money.
but i hav to giv up havin a life for tat werkin period.
cuz if i werk almost evryday in a week,
i hav no LIFE!!! i repeat.
I HAVE NO LIFE!!!

n so, if i want to hav a life...
go out n hav fun, i won't earn any cash den.
but goin out n havin fun n all the stuffs...
...go eat n so on...
ALL THAT NEED MONEY!!

n so, if u want a LIFE, u must go thru a period of
"NO LIFE" first...
den u'll get to enjoy...buy items tat uv been eyeing for weeks or months....
buy food...watch movie n so on...
haishz....

tiz is LIFE...

want a LIFE? get it by losin it.

but watz LIFE like aniwae if u can't be wif sumone u realli want to be with??

LIFE gets more meaningless when u dun even hav sumone....

haishz...

2005-04-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

i can't stop doin wat im not supposed to do...
haishz...

well, some ppl hav to stop while the others move on.
life's fair.
Karma...wat goes around comes around...

i hav stopped n no force if pushin me forward.
die.

wish u all the best in ur life without me.
be happy with ur choices, no regrets.
im here, ur there...no more...

2005-04-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

i hav nothin betta to do these dayz.
besides werk, nothin else.
lepak all the way at home...edit gamba...
aiyahyah....

im supposed to werk at 5pm 2day.
but my back is realli askin for a rest....
werk like a bangla sial yest...

was appointed by bang mail to help in re-arranging lotsa stuffs in B2.
itz actualli a 5-man job.
but onli me n tiz pakcik yg kene buat.....giler seh.
tapi tkpe ah...tgk bang mail pon nga stress2...tak ckp byk ah kan...

there were at least 100 small boxes...each weighing almost 5 kg.
ah...agak2 ah eh ngan beras nyer packet...hehehe....
we trasferred all of it out of the store....the store is like a house oredi...so big. yet itz full.
bang mail said they din't want the boxes to be on the floor....so we hav to make it elevated...evrythin.
n so, after transferrin, put a base to it...den put all the 100 boxes back on top of the base..stacking it.
wah duh...sounds easy...tapi...penat giler...
haiyoh...
there are also lotsa stuffs tat we shifted from here to there...
aiyoh...bodoh nyer keje seh....
n my back was realli pain...sampai petang saket...wah duh...
n so, called werkplace to ask for a leave.
2moro im not werkin...cuz itz wednesday....hehe....
need a rest.

2005-04-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!!! still addicted n stuck to Red Light District!!
arghh....mcm nk beli je album dier.
tapi waste money ah...so tak jadi. hehehe...bajet katekan...
n iv got a Globe Shoe to buy. lawa giler...putih plak tu
weehee...i dunno since when iv been eye-in on white skate shoes.
haishz...teringat zaman skate dulu....tgk pro2 skate,
rase mcm nk skate alek pon ader...haha. saper nk join??
skate tkde member tk gerek ah....
aiyah....

werkin again 2moro.
buhbyez!!

n iv got other werk to finish up too...
but no deadline...haha.
Zul's blog. bodoh tol..gi delete...
haha... i need time ah bang...nga pening2 ni...
aiyahyah....

2005-04-10T03:01:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! iv been sooo addicted to ludacris songs now.
dunno y.
cuz tat one day...entered the urban/hip-hop 'cell' in HMV Heeren...n they were playin the new 'Red Ligth District'.
n it was wow!!!
aper lagi...tgk title satu2...balek download!!! muahaha!! jahat sey...
Zul pon samer. haha....

almost the whole album ah..woohoo!!
giv em' all the thumbs iv got!!

iv got werk to do....as in...real werk.
12 noon today!! n im not sleepin yet. giler ah??!! haha...
tk tau plak eh brape jam...12 jam kot..haha.

k lah...btw, howz my new layout?? power kan??
haha...commentz plz peepz...
buhbyez...!!

2005-04-04T00:13:00.000+08:00

i dunno wat to update. buhbyez!!!
muahaha!!

2005-03-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

welloz welloz!!! haha....
kaoz...tiring weekend i had.
13 hrs of werk on sat.
8 hrs on sunday....which is juz now.
kaoz...bleh cramp sial kaki...

naik turon naik turon.
n btw, im werkin at Regent ah now...not Hyatt animore.
Hyatt dun appreciate the ppl's work for them.
they say werdz n phrases n sentences tat hurt....make ppl pissed off almost evrytime evryday of their werk.
like shitz.
dun care bout the employees one...all they knoe is, the werk is done.
babi tol....

k, got my short future plans lined up.
roughly je lah eh..hehe.
tak leh blang ah. nk blang uatpe.
nnti org2 tk sepatotnyer tau, da tau aper plan aku ehk....haha.
biar klau nk tau, tanye ah sendirik!! bluekkz..!! haha...
tak tau number aku?? panadai2 ah...haha!! sape je eh yg nk tau...
mcm lah ramai sgt member2 guwe...
haha....!!

alersmak, laptop da low-batt plak.
ok bye!!
besok paper AEL.

M
A
T
I

2005-03-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

wowz...im like..realli in the wrong course ah.
bende2 psl electronic, bukannyer nk blaja.
lagi2 danak exam ni sumer...haishz...
rabak Fir...

some peepz mite b wonderin y im sayin tat im in wrong course.
itz juz bcuz im more intersted in edittin music...vids...pics..
n so on...
n im supposed to be in MultiMedia Computing.
but itz so hard to get into MMC.
i dint' even pass my Science durin O Levels...haha.
sebot je bleh ah eh...haishz..

iv got nothin betta to do nowadayz...edit gamba buat jadi wallpaper hp...haha.
lawa dok...haha. tapi simple giler. yelah..tak pro katekan.
yeah...besok PK!! weehee!!
hilmik, letz get it on!!!

2005-03-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

yeah...2day no skool.
ermz....actualli hav ar.
10-12 onli. malas ah nk dtg.
haha...all my peepz not comin too.
haishz....

da free ni...nk gi aner eh..

2005-03-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

came to skool after skippin the mornin EG2 tutorial.
finished PP2 projek in one day...haha.
power!!
den i got sooo hungry.
but when im eatin, i lost my appetite..
haishz...wat happened? i dunno.

examx comin in 2 weeks time.
im not ready.
if i were to not study tiz whole comin week before the exams,
abez.
fail.
repeat module.
dad n mom's gonna nag like wat...
haishz...

im filling my own life now.
itz very challenging.
it has changed me...iv learnt.
itz rarely tat i get to hav sumthin great to look forward for in each week.
haishz...i dunno.

2005-03-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

iv been very lazy to update.
kinda. cuz i dunno since when,
but i only want to update when im in good mood..
as in..real good mood...not now.
not in tiz period of time.
so, i update great stuffs..my happy life.
i want tish blog to be a "smiley" one...

2005-03-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

iv been busy!!!
arghh...hehe.
n iv been so..all by myself..so-called.

missin a lots n lotsa stuffs..
ppl...n so on..

gonna update an update unlike tish one soon.
im tired now. juz came back from floor skillz.
adoyoz....

CONGRATS to my pal, Zrul!! haha...

2005-03-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

kaoz....babi ah ni blog.
da update baik2.
dier error plak.
HTTP 500 Internal Error.
buto lah!!
dah ah...mls nk type.

niwaez, i blogged bout listenin to songs at high speed.
try it. itz fun.

ok bye.

bsk ade test, mati ah.

2005-03-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

ever heard ur fav songs at 1.5 times faster...at most?
haha...betta try it manz...
haha...now im listenin to Rastaman Chant..
at 1.35 times itz normal speed...haha.
how? do it wif WMP lah...of course the latest one.
haha...gerekz dok...

those hu hav done it b4...congrats.
to those hu haven't...ok GO!!!
haha....

wellz....skool was usual..slack.
not realli though.
i started to study last week...haha.
danak exam katekan.

2moro got 3 or 4 tests sial.
mati ah....sumer fail! haha..
tk la...practical mesti pass ah...EPS2...hehe.

okie den...mls nk panjang2..
buhbyesh...

2005-02-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

adoyoz...

evrybody knoes..
i mish her sho much.

even YOU knoe D...

but nobody else...

not Rafiz...
or even Zul...
or huever it is...

...knoes...

how much i mish my Dearie...

onli God knoes exactly how much i mish her....

to the core...
like crazy...
unmanage-able amt of it...
lots n lots of it...
unreduce-able amt of it...
infinite multiplication of it...

i dun even knoe how much exactly...

but 1 thing i definitely knoe.

i can't take it nimore...
but i hav to...
need to...
so..too bad.
itz 'tormenting' me though...

2005-02-24T10:22:00.000+08:00

argh...im still in daze.
i juz woke up from a dream.
n itz a veri super-duper bad one.
arghh...!! shitz...setan setan ni btol sial ah.
kasi aku mimpi2 yg mcm sial ni sumer.

adoyoz...im like..so..
'sad' seh...
although i knoe itz not real at all.
n i knoe it won't happen at all.
babi sial mimpi tu....betol sial nyer.
seriouzly...

nak tau mimpi aper??
ah...ask me face to face..
n i'll xplain in detail.
seriouzly sial ah.
n letz say if it were to happen ah eh..,..
kaoz....mmg sial nk mampos ah.
arghh...!! mimpi giler abez nyer ah.

**im sho afraid to lose my Dearie**

2005-02-22T02:12:00.000+08:00

yeah...
4 months..wif u D...
Muackies muacx muacx!!!***
i love you sho fcukin much syg..!!
hehehe...

2005-02-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

finally i met my Dearie...
after not huggin her..kissin her..
for 1 week!! haishz...

n iv got a busy n stressful plus pressureful week to come.
mati ah.
mcm nk quit poly ah.
im not made for it ah..
haishz...

2005-02-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

juz wanna mention a few stuffs.

i got addicted to my idol's music.
evry son in the album is Super-Duper Dope!!!
woohoo...!! rock on Eminem...
tish is the best album so far...

hmmz...sesape tgk hindustan tk on tadi?
Saturday nyer...kul 4.
fooyow...!! power gilerettez ah!!
weehee....~!! hehe...
"Fear is Forbidden"
fulersmak, tajok je da bleh tahan ah eh.
actuali mcm crite Hollywood ah.
7 teenages..car breakdown...
tell stories to each other..
den the ending ah bagoz.
tk tau cmne nk xplain.
klau face to face leh xplain ah...hehe..
mepek sak.
mepek tk layan kan syg...heehee!!

n btw, i was at the Chingay.
mendak sak tu bende.
tk tau ape yg bagoz sgt ntah...
adoyoz...kasi dudok depan2 pon tanak ah.
buang current nyer...gi esplanade lagi baik.
tgk zrul break...haha..!!

haishz...dunno if im goin to tiz FUN or not.
kinda bajet though.
unless Zul tolong ah....Zul!!
haha....

2005-02-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

to kawan kambing yg tag ni...
ok aku update!! haha...
eh maknenyer aku mmg kambing ah ni eh.
haha...!! ah...abeh??! haha..

to my shayang...
i mish u like crazie Dearie...
mish u lotz n loadz...
do ur tests betol2 kay...
juz wanna tell u,
im neva gonna hurt u baby...

okie nitez evwyone!!

2005-02-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

i juz came back from
E S P L A N A D E . . .
which i hav been continuously goin there for 3 straight dayz.
haha. violent seh. ah..tk sgt ah.

im juz so boros ah.
biler ade duit je eh..
mesti ade je bende nk beli.
adoyoz...
n today,
i bought ENCORE deluxe platinum edition.
at Heeren HMV.
went there straight aft skool...hehe.
bcuz itz advertised on tv ah cd tu.
arghh...!! haha...

power giler ah Eminem.
he's juz my first n still my idol for
my fav rapper. haha...
rap dier power gielr ah beb...!!
fulersmak...tk leh angkat.
sampai terseret2!! haha...
da melebih plak eh.

hmmz...den met tish fwen of mine...
Emilia...she's juz so talkativ ah.
bising seh...haha.
jokin je... niwaez, tanx for the free meal.
hmmz...den went to esplanade to meet Rafiz.
but den terserempak Zul plak.
paling buih skali ah ni jantan!! haha...
den Zrul pon ader plak...lagi buih!!!
ni jantan tk gi skola sak...rabak.
den pk-ed for awhile there..
n den got some stuff to do..hehe.
learn to dance!!! haha.. Zrul bukan nk ajar.
buih!!

haishz...evrywhere i go,
ade je couple.
adoyoz....
sengaje kape nk kasi nmpkkkan..hehe.
tkpela eh...im not celebratin Vday ah.
cam ikot2 gi2 ah.
argh..wateva lah eh.
n so...enjoyed myself...

but evry moment, i stop laughin or jokin...
den u came straight back in my mind.
i juz mish u sho much gerl.
haishz...realli wished i was wif u today.
or even 2moro...or yesterday.
or wheneva it is as long as...ah...hehe.
ntah ah...

my right shoulder bone sengal2 plak ni.
haishz... nk rilek ah. nnti skola pagi.
mati klau tk leh bgn. hehe...

Nitey Nitez!!!

2005-02-11T01:04:00.000+08:00

i need to be stronger than i was b4.

i need help,
but itz not even on itz way.

my worryin..
disturbin..
hurting thoughts
is gonna overflow..

anytime..tiz week.

am gonna juz let it flow..
out!

guess there's juz too much
pain...

juz to gain
happiness...

i guess so.

im 'bleeding'.
realli need help.

anybody helpin?
juz look for me at esplanade tiz sat.
by the bay in the dark.

im blamin nobody
for wat is happenin in me.
includin u baby...

but i juz can't bear
to hold on to tiz any longer.

a r g h . . . ! !
somebody help!!